I'd like to rant, please

I'm so dead TIRED of it all! I'm sick of it. I don't know how to deal with it anymore. I'm so jealous of those who can actually enjoy their family dinners and gatherings. And I'm jealous of those who have such close bonds with their parents. It's weird. I hate being treated like a child, yet sometimes all I want to do is be a child again and crawl under my parent's blankets and sleep under their care. And then there are others around me who show concern, but I can't feel anything but pity from them. Your pity is a burden. Of course I love them, but honestly.. I would rather have someone quietly listening beside me than have someone constantly digging me out for answers. And I know all the lectures show that they care, but it's like I'm hearing the right lectures at the wrong time. Does that make sense? The lectures which include "Study hard. Don't do drugs." It's just not what I need right now. I've heard it a thousand times from a thousand people. I don't think hearing the same lecture for a thousand and oneth time is going to do me any good.

This somewhat got off topic from what I wanted to rant about. But I have no clue how to explain it. I'm just REALLY frustrated right now and wanted to throw some things off my mind. For now, all I can say is that I hate lying. I hate being asked to lie even more.

ASDFJLSADFL;J

Day 3 - Fav Food

 On another note, I decided to draw a picture of Jocelyn ^____^

Day 2 - Fav Animal

 

Is this no longer a blog of my life.. ? haha sorry everyone. But I realized that I'm not a blogger. I wouldn't be able to write sincerely on the internet. I'm more of a pencil and paper kind of person :P I'll stick to my journal. 

New hobby?

Finally figured out how to make animated gifs ! Isn't it cute? :)

Day 1 - Yourself

 

Hello, my name is Michelle. I live surrounded by mountains, I love volleyball, I like to eat icecream, and I like to listen to music :D

30 Day Drawing Challenge

So here's a new challenge :) I was gonna do a photo one with jocelyn, but then I found this ! It seems more fun to draw things :P But since it's drawing, I probably won't be able to post EVERYDAY, but I'll still try. I'd like to take my time for this. It's also because I plan to draw them all on the computer instead of drawing on paper :) My tablet broke since I spilled water on it.. so I have to use my mouse :(

Sometimes home isn’t a place anymore. It’s a group of people.

Last night I realized, I would never be able to live alone.

Because there WILL be nights when I would rather sleep on the couch than my own bed just so there's someone right by my side.

It makes me feel safe.
 
Btw, it was the best sleep I had in a long time.