Biology = TOO MUCH READING

Midterm's coming up, and it's on 14 chapters of the textbook .. -.-

At today's lecture, we learned about the most hated/boring topic (the prof showed us statistics of past students' favourite and least favourite topic). Production of ATP .. LOL not exciting at all ! Who knew there was so mnuch to it ..? -.- In class I didn't understand anything at all because it was so damn boring and there were so many steps to it. But since midterm's soon, I decided I HAD to study it ASAP since I knew nothing about it. Right when I got home, I opened my textbook, read the chapter, and wrote 6 pages of notes on word. After 5 hours, I finally understand ! and it was only 16 pages in the text too.. haha I felt so accomplished after understanding it YES :D Except now..  I have to MEMORIZE it all :'(

But at the end of lecture, the prof read us a poem he wrote for us on a night he couldn't fall asleep. LOL it was actually pretty good too O.o .. he's cool :) even though you can tell he uses the same joke every year.
He now called himself our poetic prof ..

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I think I got use to studying all day.. haha. There's no doubt my concentration and focus increased ! Yes! LEVEL UP ! :D

Memorable Night

Party party party party :) Gotta love big gatherings.

This night will definitely bring back smiles in the future.

Everyone has a limit.

I was sitting on my chair with my knees against my desk, staring at my computer screen. No music. My dad walked in wondering what I was doing. I said nothing. He stood there for a while just staring at me. I spin around on my chair.

"Are you done your homework yet?"
"Yes"
"Did mom call recenly?"
"Yes"

Silence.

And then it happened. They escaped from my eyes.

I've never felt so weak before.


“I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once.”

—	Jennifer Yane

I've written a lot of posts, but never published them. Just writing what I feel already makes me feel better, and then I delete it. I'll try to start posting what I write now. It's for myself, my own satisfaction and relief. So if you like, you can read them. I will not blog to update others of my daily or weekly life. But I will write for the mere purpose of getting things out of my mind. My journal ran out of pages.

Weekends

So now that I have school, I look forward to weekends so much more.
And seeing my friends makes it all the more special and enjoyable :)
Even though it may not look like it, just being with everyone makes me feel like I'm standing on top of the world.

♥ to anyone and everyone who makes my heart feel warm ..

especially daddy for always reassuring me when I get scared and overwhelmed.
I sleep better when you're home.

and thank you eric for giving me such harsh words of advice.. LOL !

>:(

I. hate. chem.

Just Listen

"Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it."

─ Sarah Dessen, Just Listen


Not too long ago, I finished reading Just Listen. And when I came across this quote, I immediately thought back to one of my older entries here on blogger. About how every song carries a memory, and just by listening to the song, it brings back memories which even you thought you forgot about.
This quote summed up my whole blog entry.

A new beginning, 2011

I've gotta say, 2010 was definitely a memorable and important year for me. There were just too many amazing moments and unforgettable memories. Not to mention, it's also my graduation year ! Throughout the year, I've learned a LOT about life, my friends, my family, and even myself. I can say for a fact that it's one of my most life changing years for sure. I've gone through heartbreaks, lost and made new friends, and I guess you could say I lost family. Well, at least enough for my lifestyle at home to change dramatically. Throughout the year, I have regretted so many things and use to always wish I could go back in time to fix things. However, now I realize that I don't regret a thing. It has made me who I am, and I'm glad I was able to experience everything I went through. Because we all learn from our mistakes, and since I'm young, I'll do crazy things, act stupid from time to time, and meet the wrong people. And I'm fine with that. I also use to say that I regret not going to school in the fall, but I'm really glad I didn't. It was a good break. Although I'll be going back to school this week, I'll still try to fit some time for myself and my friends. However, I'll be studying hard for school as I've missed out enough already.

It's 2011 now, and the perfect time to put things in the past and start anew. I have a feeling a lot of things will be different than last year. University, home, friends. I mean, 2011 is the year I turn 19 right? :) haha that's gotta be something. Hopefully it will all be a good change.

I'm excited for the new year and the upcoming adventures it will bring ! :)
GOODBYE 2010, AND HEEELLLOOO 2011 ! :D

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Because I don't care what the hell I'm doing, as long as I'm with those I love and care about.