Welcome home, baby !

Absolutelyy looooove my new Canon EOS 550D / Rebel T2i ! ♥ And of coursee, abbsoolutelyy LOVE my dad for getting me this wonderful beauty, or at least most of it, for Christmas ! As you must know, I've been wanting one of these for the loongest time. For several months now I've been keeping track of the T2i, checking all different stores and sites online to keep track of prices and check for sales. Now finally, with the Christmas season and countless price drops & sales in december, I managed to get the T2i body for $649.99 :D Unfortunately, I don't have any lens yet so I can't use it at the moment. But I will be getting one later in january :)

It's not a goodbye to my sony digital camera though! I'll still be bringing it everywhere I go, while saving the t2i for occasions and pretty places ! :D

I had a dream today ..

that I was still at windermere. The bell rung and I was getting my books from my locker. Then EVERYTHING in my locker falls out ALL OVER the floor and I skip class just to clean it up. ...

So.. I had a loong looong dream about cleaning my locker. I remember picking up almost everything and anything from the floor into my locker. I've never felt so bored in my life. Why did I dream about this? >:[ I actually woke up tired because it felt so real.

I love my tablet :)

 

I started this drawing a long time ago, but I finally decided to finish it up.

THANKS A BUNCH TO ELTON FOR THE TABLET ! :D It works like magic, no joke ! :)

Finally.. haircut !

 

Haircut with joce today. Yay for layers ! :) Lady cut my bangs TOO short though but you can't see it well here. It's okay, it'll grow :D

I'd like to rant, please

I'm so dead TIRED of it all! I'm sick of it. I don't know how to deal with it anymore. I'm so jealous of those who can actually enjoy their family dinners and gatherings. And I'm jealous of those who have such close bonds with their parents. It's weird. I hate being treated like a child, yet sometimes all I want to do is be a child again and crawl under my parent's blankets and sleep under their care. And then there are others around me who show concern, but I can't feel anything but pity from them. Your pity is a burden. Of course I love them, but honestly.. I would rather have someone quietly listening beside me than have someone constantly digging me out for answers. And I know all the lectures show that they care, but it's like I'm hearing the right lectures at the wrong time. Does that make sense? The lectures which include "Study hard. Don't do drugs." It's just not what I need right now. I've heard it a thousand times from a thousand people. I don't think hearing the same lecture for a thousand and oneth time is going to do me any good.

This somewhat got off topic from what I wanted to rant about. But I have no clue how to explain it. I'm just REALLY frustrated right now and wanted to throw some things off my mind. For now, all I can say is that I hate lying. I hate being asked to lie even more.

ASDFJLSADFL;J

Day 3 - Fav Food

 On another note, I decided to draw a picture of Jocelyn ^____^

Day 2 - Fav Animal

 

Is this no longer a blog of my life.. ? haha sorry everyone. But I realized that I'm not a blogger. I wouldn't be able to write sincerely on the internet. I'm more of a pencil and paper kind of person :P I'll stick to my journal.